30 September 2009
A night of music, and friends, and love.
Our friend Todd Chalfant was at the Mia Abides OMF fundraiser and captured some special moments from the evening. You can see a few pics here.
Thinking of Todd now, I'm reminded of something beautiful he did for Mia and me last summer. Todd had been telling us about Fire Island—a place that he likes get away to in the hottest months. His enthusiasm got Mia and me excited enough to want to go to Fire Island, but neither of us had ever been and didn't know where to go or what to do. Todd was happy to set us up in style, advising us about the ferry and arranging a sweet apartment for a long weekend. Soon after we got settled in, the two of us went out to the beach to play backgammon and catch a few rays. The sun was pretty intense that day, and we knew we shouldn't stay in it too long, but then Todd showed up on the beach and built us an impromptu cabana from driftwood, sheets, and towels. We napped awhile in the cool shade. When we opened our eyes, we found Todd had returned—with chips and a bowl of guacamole he'd made just for us. I'll never forget how good that guac tasted—late in the afternoon, alone with Mia, in our cozy shelter by the sea.
Thank you, Todd.
25 September 2009
For those who like numbers.
What a week.
One of Mia's friends who's here now is Raj, from Dubai. Raj and I first met a while back, sharing a great meal together with Mia at Peasant in NYC. He came to town another time, when I was away, and he and Mia ate at Il Buco. He took us to Nobu when he visited us in San Diego in March. (I know their friendship went beyond their shared love of fantastic food, of course, but that particular bond was strong--as anyone close to Mia can appreciate.) A few nights ago, Raj reminded me that he had gone to the clinic in Tijuana with Mia during that same springtime visit. They went down to TJ early so they could be sure to enjoy the breakfast buffet at a very nice hotel nearby the clinic. I'd been there with Mia many times, so I knew how she relished all the fresh fruit, the chilaquiles, the hand-made tortillas grilled into quesadillas, the refritos, the hongos, the nopales, the tomatillo salsa. Ai!
Lately I've been reading Annie Proulx's Fine Just the Way It Is, a book of short stories about hard people and hard times in the old American West. Proulx colorfully describes one pioneer who didn't survive as having gone to "the land of no breakfast forever." Wherever Mia's spirit is now, I'd wager anything and everything that it is not the land of no breakfast forever. Far from it.
23 September 2009
22 September 2009
Toasting Mia in Dubai
Mia was a source of positive energy. We loved being around her because she spoke with such honesty and embraced life with such enthusiasm.
21 September 2009
ahi Mia Mia MIa
So good to read everyone's blogs, it's nice to feel connected to everyone Mia loved so much.
far from each other .. COÑO!! "
"So cool, guys"
As we friends of Mia's gathered around a bonfire, there were a few tears, a little bit of laughter, together with poems, readings and fond memories as we exchanged anecdotes and raised our glasses of champagne to the lovely friend we all miss so much.
We were all pretty sure that she was somewhere nearby saying: “so cool, guys.”
Although I can't be in New York today, I'll be thinking of Mia and everyone who has gathered together over there this evening.
Remembering Mia
The following October, I visited Adam and Mia in New York and they introduced me to "their" Lower East Side. It was clear that Mia loved New York and was so happy to share it with me. She and I shared a lovely day at the Guggenheim Museum. I have a magnet on my refrigerator of a painting that we both enjoyed. Whenever I see that magnet, I remember that day with Mia.
I had a couple of visits with Mia in San Diego when she was there for treatment. I went to the clinic with her and was impressed by her bravery and positive attitude. We had some long talks and she told me of the amazing adventures she had had in so many places around the globe. I remember when she said that she would have no regrets because she had always done everything she had wanted to do. I've known people who had lived so many more than her 33 years and could not say that as they approached the end of their lives.
I'll never forget Mia, the woman who came into my son Adam's life and into mine for such a short time. She made a difference in our family just as she had everywhere she travelled. I pray that she is a peace.
Mia's day
20 September 2009
Wondering
With that big smile and all her bubbles
I wonder what she does
With all that energy and determination
I wonder how we heal
While building lives around a hole
I wonder if she watches
When we hurt and laugh and wonder
I wonder why she went
Whether someone had a bigger plan
I wonder when we’ll meet
Though somehow it happens every day
A few more photos worth sharing. I particularly like the one caught of her one night in the early a.m. when I was on the sofa at Mia and Adam's apartment ... I awoke to find Mia searching for something, covered only by a cork board!
In your honour
It’s taken me all these months to enter this site about Mia. After her passing I spent the summer in Brazil, in many ways escaping the intensity of her last weeks here in San Diego. All along I was somehow reluctant to log on for fear of the emotion it would provoke. Well today it did just that. Big time. Yet, I’m happy to have gone through it, because all the beautiful things written about her brought back only the best of memories. As if she were here again, I could see her sitting cross-legged in a café, looking fabulous while being relaxed and entertaining as only Mia could. Part of her charm was how naturally she fit in to every situation, and how her unassuming attitude made everyone around her feel so comfortable. Mia lit up the room, but had no airs about it at all.
I met Mia close to 14 years ago in Marbella, and we often hung out at the same social events with shared friends. Yet it wasn’t until I had the *privilege* to be her roommate in New York City that we really got to know each other as adults, and instantly became inseparable partners in crime. I found us an apartment in the LES before she ever arrived -- the perfect pad and neighborhood for two people each starting a new life in the city. Her passion for New York was insatiable and contagious. We were never bored and rarely at home, preferring to spend hours on end -- whole afternoons -- at our local bar/café on the corner of Clinton and Stanton, (which is where she met Adam).
I think Mia and I hit it off so well because of our common interests: We had passion for human rights work, media and journalism, (being fabulous and funny), and particularly a love of children. Mia had a knack for kids – they loved her, and she never stopped going on about her nieces and nephews. When I introduced her to my own nephew Max, his greetings to me immediately changed from “Yaay, Andy’s here!” to “Hi Andy, where’s Mia?”… I had been demoted! J We later became Max's godparents.
It was hard to trade NYC for San Diego, in large part because Mia made New York so much damn fun. Especially when the Marbella divas would come to town - boy how my stock in the neighborhood soared when seen walking down the street with that gorgeous clan!
Though I would have traded anything and everything for Mia’s health, it was, for me, a fortunate twist that she chose to undergo treatment in San Diego and Tijuana. So much of her last two years were spent here, and I’m blessed to have been near to her during her final months.
When I think of Mia, I often think of her unwavering determination, fueled largely by a Danish stubbornness that made her a fiercely independent thinker. When reflecting on the last five years of her life, one is more apt to describe her as the "bionic woman" rather than a cancer patient. Few could match her accomplishments. She uprooted her life and landed an internship with UNICEF in Geneva. She spent a summer in Mexico teaching photography to blind children. She was accepted into two of the most competitive Master’s program in the U.S.: Columbia and the New School. At the New School she completed her Master’s degree in the normal two years, despite prolonged absences while undergoing constant cancer treatment. (She didn't need to read the books, she would tell me ... 'cause through life experiences in Afghanistan and the Middle East, she knew it all already!) She married a rock star. And then worked at the Covenant House, a charity shelter for homeless children … and so much more!
In her own words: “I’m fucking magic!” Yup, my friend. You truly are.
... Mia, babe, I have no doubt that you are enjoying your new existence, that you are already in charge of making waves, moving mountains and re-arranging the planets and the stars.
You continue to inspire in life. & to evoke love. Te quiero, tía. Para siempre. Andy.
13 September 2009
Loca
World Peace Day soon, the girls downunder have taken some time off to spend the day together thinking about Mia and remembering all the things we love about her. Both Noemi and Finn have been talking about you of late and in that way that only children can, so matter of fact that you are gone, living with the angels and therefore always here. So close an yet so far. Miss you everyday angel. Looking forward to spending a day in your honor remembering all the great times.