17 May 2013

too damn cool for this world ...


To My Glorious One,

Thinking of you, missing you, listening to this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CtQWNxYqQ2Q

grinning at the thought of you farting and burping through Kir's bday and feeling full of all the happiness you brought and continue to bring me.

Keep close, need your help and inspiration more than ever in the coming weeks.

Here's to beautiful days.

Te quiero chica

xxxx


Dear the Love,

I was missing you so much last week, and then there was this incredible sunset sky in Los Angeles. The eastern half of the sky had an impossibly long rainbow, while the western half was this epic sun-and-cloud show.


I was missing you so much, and so moved by the beautiful sky, that got to thinking that last week was the anniversary of your last day on earth. (Surely you had a hand in stirring the sky like that.) Now that my head is clearer, I remember—today is the day. Even after four years, it feels strange that you're gone. You made the world a better place, and you made apartment 7A the best place in the world!

I miss your deep dark sense of humor—and your contagious laugh. I miss your honesty and insight. I miss your kisses. I miss taking pictures with you. I miss being your partner.

Love and love and love,
~the Honey 

16 May 2013

Preciosa Its been a long 4 years since we last spoke in person (I chat to you in my head a lot). Still so many things I'd like your smart opinion about, so many hilarious things I want to share with you, so many totally mundane things I'd like to bounce off you, so much to say to you still loca. I still email with Adam which is lovely and it was really so nice to see your mum at Christmas and of course I still have our mujeres nearby to chat to about love, life and the pursuit of happiness so I know that I'm a very lucky lady indeed, but that doesn't stop me wishing you were just at the end of a phone or an email somewhere. I've been reading our old emails - as I'm prone to doing at this time of year- and am still inspired by so many of your wise words guapa...... BUT in the spirit of the Mia I miss and love here are some of your best lines:- "in china town there's a shop called "99¢ BJ" "It was your birthday?! Fuck a duck!! I did a lot of nose bleeding and farting and sleeping and didn't think about you once!" "That's so gay and so california - let's do it!" "It's gorgeous. You're gorgeous. I would love to see your gorgeous asses." "...money exists to be spent, right kir?" There are so many more and all of them still make me laugh which is fantastic. You're just the friend that keeps on giving, even from the grave my love! Te Quiero Siempre xx